Volition
This is just one little thing. You still have everything else.
This is a really big mess, and this is all you have. But it's still something.
Just wade through the hell. Month after month. Year after year. You against the nothingness.
Weave this into the story of you.
The urge is strong, but you are stronger.
Whatever she says, it can't hurt you. You're a different person now. Stronger. Healthier.
You'll get it in the next life. Do what you can with this one. While you are alive. Before it's too late.
Streets and sodium lights, the sky, the world. You are still alive.
The road to healing is going to be a long one. Stay the course. You will make it. Some day.
Just remember that you've made it this far. And just a bit farther now.
